Friday, January 18, 2008

Trance- like


meamateur2@blogspot.com turned a year (and some ) & where have I been ? Well brought in my ‘world’ into this world – God awesome it sounds… so pardon me if I’ve not appeared to raise the anniversary toast to my tryst with ‘ a break’ – the year 2007.

The year a true ‘one of it’s kind’ – kinda juxtaposed - felt too long and very short; felt listless and invigorated, felt blessed and cursed; felt wasted and priceless, felt ambling and meaningful, felt loved and lost, brought ‘why’ and ‘why not’, felt caged and freed, brought both awful and awesome set of emotions, feelings, thoughts, aberrations.

And at the culmination of this rather cantankerous year I feel trance-like – almost certain to wake up and find myself in the sands of Goa, to find the same ‘myself’ who thought of embracing the unknown, unexpected, exploring.

All I can say is this too shall pass – and I’ll wake up to live and love my present ‘world’, accepting that the aftertaste of the past will linger on - tantalizing at times, haunting at others.

I promise nothing for the year… no resolutions (duh, am in a trance, stupid) but only that I’ll uncover this journey of the mind as the year unfurls.

Gotta go, my 'world' is calling and unlike that boy in the VISA ad who looks out of the window to find the world beckoning outside, mine is all inside, well, at least so far.

Ciao!